i thought about reinventing myself.

i thought about a tattoo (if anything could define me), piercings, short haircut. not edgy, not goth, not anything you can label, really. but a different lauren.

i thought about higher self-confidence, not caring what anyone thinks. or not noticing. (and being noticeable) i thought about scaring my parents. i thought about playing acoustic guitar and meaning it.

about fitting in with the gender studies crowd, and those crazy liberals too. (not a straight-laced, average funyun which is what i am.)

(for five minutes, i think i wanted to be ani difranco.)

i'm roadtripping it to columbus this weekend. we'll see what crazy body mutilations await.

i'm thinking about becoming myself.