i cannot figure out what i want to do with my life because i know any future i can name can exist.

there are a hundred if not infinite possible (happy) futures open to me, and i cannot simply decide to follow one at the expense of all others.

knowing i can have anything i want, that i will be happy no matter what, makes me more miserable than any other vision or interpretation.

but the future does not exist until i name it.

right now, everything you want is wrong. and right now, all your dreams are waking up. and right now, i wish i could follow you to the shores of freedom where no one lives.
Joseph Arthur