July 23, 2003 // 1:39 a.m. Plus twenty other things, I'm being pushed out the door. coherence is sometimes in good taste, i would think, but for now, thoughts: i don't know what sort of career i'm cut out for, but i don't think i can do anything that's going to keep me in one place too long. i want to take language seriously. i want to speak like seven different languages. i have been really anti-people lately, and to see the reason graphically displayed at the zoo today (human population steadily increasing; rainforest acreage steadily decreasing)... i want to go on a shooting rampage. or sit around and cry. i don't want to live in a world where tigers are extinct in the wild. i think i'm going to do a different study abroad program - still in the netherlands - but i'd be in a flat with other students and going to a university and have the chance to take linguistics classes along with gender studies goodness. i had the singular experience of having my face nuzzled in a drag queen's bosom! oh yes there was stubble. that ruled. i want to change my fall schedule. why are sex and power and intro to linguistics offered at the same time? i want my tattoo! i'm excited about almost everything. except for stupid reality. i would write more, except now it's run - shower - eat'n'park. okay. rock. |