it doesn't take much to make me happy: sunlight and shadows through trees.

i ran tonight for the first time in over a year. okay, really, in several years. maybe more than a mile, in fits and starts. and i feel so good.

i'm back in the ebay business.

i am perhaps the most spontaneous yet fixed, bursting yet reserved person i know.

my brother pronounces it eether-real. but he knows what it means.

the preceding entry was intended as a prelude to a longer sequel. hence the ellipsis. i have been writing notes.

i'm sleeping on the floor tonight.

you want to know how i did it? this is how i did it: i never saved anything for the swim back.