November 25, 2002 // 12:24 a.m.
This is really not supposed to sound like a suicide note.

i'm tired. i'm misunderstanding and misunderstood. and who knew a 25-minute presentation wouldn't be long enough? i don't want to be inadequate, but it won't much matter soon enough.

there's a light at the end of this tunnel. tomorrow is almost here...

(happy one-year at diaryland anniversary to me!)

i wanted perfection in every song i've ever sung, but that was wrong.
and i wanted something from every person i've ever loved, and that was wrong.
and i've changed, i've changed.
i've reconsidered everything.
i'm fine now, fine now.
i've laid the barrel in my mouth.
and everything i thought before i won't think anymore.
i've changed, i've changed, i've changed.

josh joplin group

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