this weekend was, without a doubt, one of the best in recent memory. if you discount that outlier of columbus a week ago, i can honestly say it was the best weekend this school year. and it's all because of matt.

i'm not really in the best state of mind to do this weekend justice right now. truthfully, matt's departure and the look on josh's face and the depressing playlist i've created for myself (as if it's my situation to be sad about) have left me in a bit of a funk.

let's just say: matt is an amazing person. amazinger than even his diary lets on. we (especially, of course, josh) felt an immediate connection with him and he revitalized us in ways no road trip escape could begin to. the dance last night was the most fun i've had in a long time - the most carefree, the most (in an overly sentimental way) possible. and i've said this before and i have a feeling in the future it will keep topping itself: i've never seen josh happier.

i would give anything to put that look back on his face now.

it also occurred to me last night that this diary doesn't present the 'real me' very well. to read what i write here might give you the impression i'm all introspection, depression and self-defeat. it's possible i'm a little more interesting than that...

and then they went home. ;)

love is all you need, but it's never enough...