josh, i just read your diary entry and it broke my heart. i can't even imagine what you're going through... this has to be one of the hardest things you'll ever have to do. but, as hard as it will be, at the end of the day you will still have the love and support of your family, and, without question, your friends. can you feel it? i'm telepathically sending you all the strength i have. i love you, josh, and know that if there's anything i can possibly do to help you, i'm here.

updates myself later. gotta go to bed early for my new job tomorrow. yayness.