just another lazy sunday afternoon. i've done nothing all day but clean and do laundry, but at least i'm not living in filth anymore. i have nothing pressing to do, but i am going to try to finish my dhs paper tonight. when i get back from my stats class on mondays, i am never in any mood to work.

i called my mom a little while ago and just ended up getting frustrated again. i told her about misti's wedding and asked when mel's wedding was and she got upset and said, "why are you asking, so you can tell your brother you can't go to his wedding if they're on the same weekend?" ugh, like i would really skip my own brother's wedding for my friend's. she jumps to really strange conclusions whenever i talk to her and i just get annoyed, so while both of us really just want to say "i love you and i miss you" we go away mad. where she was once my best friend, we can barely have a conversation anymore. i don't know why that is. but i do love her and miss her very much...

i'm excited for next weekend, when shawn and i are going home with lani for easter. that should definitely be a good time. :) I'm looking forward to meeting her family and especially her friends, because if they're anything like my buddies from back home, they'd definitely fit right in with those people. then the next weekend i'm going home for rachel's wedding shower and the weekend after that home again for janice's baby shower. wow, i really should have taken all this into account before i decided not to work on any of my projects this weekend. oh well, it will be a lot of fun, and i'll just have to buckle down during the week :)

wow, now that i think about it, the next few months are going to be really busy for me... after the next three weekends i'll be scrambling to put my last few papers and projects together, then finals, then move back home, misti's wedding, mel and rachel's wedding, janice's baby, start work, hopefully see those people a few times, hang out with friends back in cf, back to mc in no time... on paper it sounds like there won't be time to miss it here. but i'm sure i will.

44 days, lani just told me via im. 44 days and freshman year is over. that's insane...

when i say this is my final schedule and i mean it, don't ever believe me. i'm a compulsive scheduler; there are a million things i'd love to study and not enough credit hours to do even half of it. so right now, i'm considering taking 18 credit hours... which is totally unnecessary and stupid, but i can't narrow everything i want to do down to just five classes. and what i decide to do next year could seriously limit what i can pursue later on - and i want to leave the door open for a spanish minor or even a history double major. i have no doubt that i could handle 18 hours if i really applied myself, but the question is, will i? i don't do half the work i should be doing in the five classes i have now; will six classes be disastrous? well, i'll consider all my options and then i'll get dela@t's input when i meet with her to make out my schedule on wednesday. worse comes to worst, i sign up for 18 credits and drop one of my classes during the semester. so we'll see how it goes.

well, gotta finish my laundry, then dinner soon, and hopefully get some real work accomplished tonight. talk to you later..