i'm really starting to worry about my friend misti. she's in the air force, stationed in arizona. she came home for about a week and a half over christmas, and she, becky and i spent nearly every day together. we left on really good terms, and her last diary entry talked about not being ready to leave her friends and family again yet. but since she left, no one has heard from her.

she brought her laptop back with her so that we could keep in touch, but i haven't seen her on my buddy list once. becky and i have both emailed her, to both addresses she uses regularly. no replies. she hasn't even responded to her mother, who has called and written. she hasn't paid any of her bills. this is really strange.

i don't really believe anything has happened to her, because obviously her mother would have been notified. and unless her computer completely and irreparably crashed, she'd have been on it every second of free time she had. and even so, she would have used the computers the air force provides once in a while. so i have to conclude that she's changed her screenname and isn't answering emails. she must have been online, why isn't she talking to us? that's such a terrible thing to conclude.

if you happen to read this, mistilynn, we're all really worried about you. there's probably an explanation, but if you're pissed at the whole world back home, at least tell us - or at the very least, let your mother know what's going on. we all love and miss you. i hope you're all right.

i don't know what else to do to reach her. i guess she'll talk again when she can, or when she wants to.

what are you doing, are you busy with your world? well i wish you were busy with mine.
Fleetwood Mac