and then there was one... tonight i watched ever after alone; i cried only for the movie. 'i know that a life without love is no life at all.' sigh.

i leave, finally, in the morning. i'm going to be so excited to see my dad. ohhhhhh.. i can't wait to be home.

i probably won't be writing as often at home. not that i expect anyone reads this daily, so it doesn't really make the least bit of difference.

tonight to pass the rest of the time i'll watch more depressing chick flicks, burn as many cds as i can in the time i have left because i'll be lost without my 1400-song playlist, and i am resolved to rearrange the room, though the new arrangement is a terrible one for many reasons. the bed will now be right up against the heater, and it is already ass hot in this room. the bed will be out of view of the tv, so i'll have to sit on the floor to see, but at least we have carpet now. i will no longer be able to turn my back to my roommate's 'puter at night, which lights up the whole room. the ethernet cord may or may not stretch to the new position of my desk. but oh well, once i am resolved to doing something, i cannot be stopped, even though i weigh 100 pounds and can't lift a single one of these things.

so this may be it for a while (a whole glorious month!). and if i don't see you, merry 'smas, happy new year, good afternoon, good evening and goodnight!

no way november will see our goodbye. when it comes to december it's obvious why - no one wants to be alone at christmas time. and come january we're frozen inside, making new resolutions a hundred times. february, won't you be my valentine? and we'll both be safe till saint patrick's day.
John Mayer