i'm all excited 'cause mr. andrew just emailed me personally, 'cause gold members get that kind of treatment, to say sorry it took so long, but my banner is up and he's gonna put it in the rotation more often for the wait. i just reloaded a page on the site until i saw it, and i did, and it's mine, and it's there, and it's cool. hehehe... it links to the design site, not here, but still i think that's pretty damn cool. :)

i decided this morning to transfer these 'i hate my stupid self!' feelings into something positive, so instead of wallowing i get something worthwhile done. yeah i hate my stupid self because i failed my econ test yesterday morning - literally, i'm pretty sure - and then skipped my stats class that night. the next time i go to stats we have an exam. so you see, i'm a moron.

but instead of sitting here writing about how much of a moron i am in my online diary, i'm going to do something about it. i'm gonna be productive. this morning, i'm finishing cleaning and i'm going to keep it clean for once, taking out the trash, getting money orders cashed at cashier's office and check cashed at the bank, going to cvs. then work - lauren and josh are coming in today, yay. then english - the only class i'm enjoying right now, and, not coincidentally, the only class i'm sure i'm getting an a in right now. and then? no diary, no internet, no aim - i'm doing some actual work! leadership midterm, english paper. i mean it. things have got to change. so there it is, i'm resolved.

no time for you! :)

such a muddy line between the things you want and the things you have to do...
sheryl crow