February 14, 2002 // 10:50 p.m. What? It's Valentine's Day? i'm pretending to have a crush on someone 'cause it's valentine's day. maybe i'll keep pretending on into tomorrow... i watched him walk by at dinner tonight, and i saw him in a whole new way. that is, i suddenly saw him as a 40-year-old man. i know i sound crazy, but i realized he would make a nice-looking 40-year-old man. right. i've barely ever talked to him... i've been warned that my roommate is on a rampage, in part because my half of the room is messy. i really think if it didn't bother her so much, i wouldn't be such a slob. but when she complains, it just makes me want to be messier... i'm such a bitch. but i hate being told what to do. so, with nothing to do for tomorrow, i return to the olympics. i really just don't get curling... or short-track speed skating for that matter... :) love stinks! yeah yeah... |